Linux Cyberpunk Dreams

My friend David took an old beat to shit PC he built us a few years ago and refurbished it. Even better, he put Linux (Fedora) on it.

I haven’t had a “desktop” in a long time. Honestly, it is nice to have that tower on the floor and reclaim my the space on top of my desk.

My preference is always the Apple ecosystem and MacIntosh computers, but hell, I had this laying around and he fixed it up for free, and I’m excited to dive into a consumerist orgy of finding a 3rd monitor, a wider desk, a cool cyberpunk-looking keyboard, an Ono-Sendai Cyberspace-7 poster on the wall above this little tech-nest, and some glowing LEDs setting the proper mood when I use it to run my online Traveller RPG game and whatnot.

Thus far I am enjoying Linux. I’ve used it before, and years ago I had a Unix workstation at my desk at work (previous job). For a librarian I am pretty good on the command-line as well. What I lack these days is patience, but that is something to work on.

I’ve got all my peripherals working well, installed the Discord app, and a few other things. Over the next week I’ll get it organized as I want it, put a cool desktop image on the screens, and take care of various other details.

the Open Web and Librarians

This morning I asked one of my much younger colleagues, a librarian, if she knew what RSS is. I was delighted to find out that she does know, and that she uses an RSS thingie to subscribe to feeds via email.

I feel like she is one of the few. I have not talked to a single colleague who knew what Fediverse is. None have known what I mean when I say the “open web” or “small web.” They are all good, smart people, but they don’t know. When I have talked about the electronic spying done via Instagram and the like most have shrugged their shoulders and don’t seem to care. Many now are young enough that they’ve never known a different world. For them there has never been any privacy.

I went to grad school at U.T. Austin, in the School of Library and Information Science, in 1994/1995. Maybe 10 or 15 years ago its name was changed to the “iSchool”. When I look at the staff now, it is full of computer science people. The school is about to become just a department in the newly created School of Computing, where no doubt they are indulging in AI bullshit. This of course makes sense, as universities tend to chase the money, and the money is in computing, AI, and fornicating in the capitalist gangbang with the humanities strapped to the top of the metaphorical pool table.

I just want people – any people – someone – to stand up and say “I am an m-f’n librarian, an ancient and honorable profession, and we will outlast this bullshit!”

We need some indieweb/openweb/HTML-writing freaks in library schools across the country!

Walled Gardens

Crazy idea here. I’m not even close to being the first to think this. I just happened to think of it right now.

It should be illegal for public institutions to post information on walled gardens like X, Bluesky, Facebook, Instagram, etc. If someone must have an “account” to see the government information, on a for-profit site, that should be illegal, even if the account doesn’t cost money (only your privacy).

 

Weekend Plan

Assuming no nuclear wars or whatever, here are my weekend plans…

Teach Aikido
Go to skateboarding event, lunch, and Half Price Books with my wife
Relax
Read
Work on D&D

Take the dog for an excellent walk with my wife
Play D&D
Relax
Read
Work on Traveller

Update to Social Media Semi-Blackout Update

So, last night. Went home from work. Had a nice conversation and chill with my wife as we discussed some stuff with the sitting next to me.

Then took the dog for a walk.

Then had dinner and helped clean up as we talked.

Then we watched a Rush concert on TV for the rest of the evening. I checked social media on my computer for about 30 minutes, put it away, and spent the rest of the night finishing the book I was reading. That’s it. No more social media.

I am finding, already, that I want to check social media less and less.

Slowing breaking the chains.

Social Media Semi-Blackout Update

Last week I removed all social media from my phone. Facebook, Instagram, Bluesky, Mastodon, Twitch, Discord. Even my micro.blog app for my skateboarding blog.

Yes, I can still get to all that stuff on my computer, but there is something about removing it from the phone that already feels liberating. Sitting at a computer I can still get to Instagram, but it really doesn’t work well on a computer. So I’m not really using it anymore. I can get to Facebook on a computer even here at work. I never use Discord from a work computer, so removing it from my phone means I’m not really using it much at all.

So at this point I think removing all that shit from my phone has been noticeably positive. I’m not checking social media in waiting rooms, in the restroom, etc. At night, after dinner, I look at it for a little while and then I pick up my Kindle or an actual physical book and read.

I know at least a few of my readers have made this kind of change, or a great change, already. Friends, I am right behind you. I’ll catch up. I’m working on it.

There can be little doubt that the “smart phone” is the worst technology ever invented – until AI. They go hand-in-hand.

Prosperity

Modern idea of prosperity…

Most people can easily afford stuff that doesn’t matter – TVs, phones, games, etc.

They can’t easily afford the things that matter – a home, medical care, healthy food, education.

It’s almost like we are seen as profit centers, not people.

List of Good Ways to Blog

If you want to have your own homepage or a blog, here are the ways I recommend.

Blog Hosting services

Advantage: Very little setup. You just get and account and start blogging. Low learning curve. If you can type a text document you can use these with little help. You don’t even need to know HTML. Concentrate on the blogging, not the technical backend.

  • Micro.blog – very full featured, multiple membership tiers.
  • Scribbles.page – great and simple system with simple and elegant themes
  • Pika.page – also great and simple, with a nice user interface
  • Bearblog.dev – a popular system that is also great

These are all great, and make it easy to get started. You can buy your own domain name and have it attached to your site. They are all reasonably priced. I mean – super inexpensive. I don’t recommend using blogger or other free services due to 1)advertising and 2)it’s owned by Google.

These are all small business, owned by one or maybe a few people. All good people. Your money will not be going to make a more terrible world.

Static Sites/Wordpress Installations

For a few dollars a month you can have space on a server where you can either 1) Do a one-click installation of the WordPress blogging system or 2)do things oldschool, and have a static site that is built by hand or with a Static Site Generator.  All of this is a bit more involved. The static site stuff in particular takes a bit more knowledge but can be very rewarding

  • Dreamhost.com: allows a one-click install of WordPress. You can also upload static webpages, like you would have done in 1994, which has advantages.
    NeoCities.org: allows you to have a free account and server space with a limited number of pages/storage. Can upgrade to more for a reasonable fee. Upload and host your static site here.
  • Other hosting services – it is very inexpensive to have hosting space somewhere. An example is Nearly Free Speech. These require some knowledge of HTML to write the page and understanding of how a website should be structured.

On Portability

We have a Nintendo Switch, so obviously we also have a subscription to whatever their service is (ugh – another damned subscription to cancel). Therefore, I am on their mailing list.

Last week I got an email with the subject line “Bring your games with you, anywhere you go”, and the attached image…

After spending a lot of time thinking about current and future technology use, the way online activity interferes with concentrating on more valuable activities (like reading, writing, skateboarding, the list goes on), I couldn’t help be think when I saw this email “Why is it good that people can take video games with them anywhere? Is it good? Is it desireable?”

Like the cursed cellphone, I think this kind of thing isn’t really good. I know it sounds like I just don’t like video games, and that is partially true. I’m not into them really, so I don’t really value them much. I understand, however, that they are entertainment and people like them so I’m not voicing this opinion just to crap on someone else’s fun.

A book is portable too. Why do I view that differently? Well, I think reading is a better thing to do when I’m sitting in a waiting room than playing a video game. Making video games portable is an example of what my niece calls “the Poison of Convenience.” It’s also a way of keeping people jacked-into the content machine and reinforcing the digital addition. It’s not even a conspiracy. It’s just Capitalism doing what Capitalism does, extracting value from the humans and nature.

The same goes for the damned cellphone. Harvesting your attention and the irreplaceable and valuable moments of your life to sell another product.

I’m not saying people shouldn’t play video games. I think video games can be amazing and fun entertainment. I’m talking about our ability to disconnect and be alone with the wonder and the horror of our own thoughts, in silence. The power to concentrate on something like a book, or sit and listen to music with no other sensory input.

I like having my Kindle with me at all times. I keep it in my backpack, along with some pens and a couple of notebooks. I like to write in journals. Before the Kindle I would usually have a physical book in there. Sometimes I’ll throw this Chromebook I’m typing on now in there too. But again – what do I really want to carry with me? Isn’t a book enough? At least the Kindle, while it can get on the web, makes it hard to do so.

Anyway, yeah, been considering how much portability is too much.

More on Reading

I’ve been watching this video from Randy Ray this morning, What Happens if You Read for One Hour Every Day?

This is a pretty long video, but Randy really hits on some great points about the value of reading. Honestly, this is everything I’ve been thinking about for the last few  years since I began my 5% Reading Practice.

FYI: My 5% Reading Practice is simple. I read 5% of a novel every day. I read on a Kindle that track percentage completed of a book. You would obviously set a “time goal” like Randy does.

I don’t normally recommend that people spend an hour watching a YouTube video, but this one is a good use of time at 50 minutes. You could just listen to it as well. There are no real visual components you need to see.

One thing Randy talks about in this video is essentially “how do you want to spend your time.” I am about to turn 62. Do I want to spend the precious remaining healthy minutes of my life scrolling through rage-bait and bullshit on a phone? Honestly, it angers me. We often think about social media being a waste of time, but when you put it in the context of us having limited life spans, creating media to intentionally waste our lives seems to me a criminal act.

I don’t think there is any more import question than “How do I want to spend the time I have on Earth? There are questions that are perhaps equally important, but none more important.

Home Libraries

  • Saw a Facebook group about home libraries. People posting pictures of their super cool home libraries. I am drawn to this idea, but I’m a public librarian and I know that when I die no one will want my books. Or any of my other stuff. I know this because every day people bring boxes and boxes of book donations, many from their recently deceased relatives. And I’m not going to go sit alone in a room in my house to read.
  • Still…a home library…would be sweet
  • I am slightly conflicted. Like maybe 15% conflicted

Reading Practices, Habits, and Phones

Yesterday I was doing some research on reading. When I say “research”, I mean I was searching the internet for ideas and sort of “lay-science” stuff about reading and it’s beneficial effects on your brain and your life. Yes, as all graduates of the School of Hard Knocks say, I was “doing my research.”

Being a reference librarian, I started out searching academic databases (GASP – I just blew it! Now you know my aforementioned academic credentials are fraudulent!) I found a couple of interesting papers, but overall the research seems to concentrate on teaching kids to read and youth literacy. That is of course important work, but not my interest here. I was looking for…

  1. Evidence that reading is good for the mental and physical health of adults and methods of helping adults
  2. Methods to help adults regain their ability to concentrate enough to read novels or other long-form literature
  3. Methods, ideas, and structures for helping adults develop a regular reading practice

Sadly, a lot of the blogs I found are — you guessed it – content marketing fake blogs. Not a person actually conveying their experience or ideas, but bullshit (probably generated by AI) content marketing. Let me digress for a moment and say that anyone involved in LLMs should be taken out and maimed.

I am sad to report that in a short two-hour session of searching, the best stuff I found was on YouTube. Fuck. Good grief. On one hand it is nice to find quality stuff there, but it saddens me that the good stuff in submerged in an endless ocean of sludge. Oh well, that’s the world we live in, so put on your hazmat suit and dive right in.

I found this video by Jared Henderson, called “How to Read Better.” Jared actually has a really nice channel full of longer-form videos, and after watching this and a few other of his videos I decided to “subscribe” to his channel. Jared’s observations and opinions included some pretty obvious stuff that I think most of us know, but he articulates it well. One of the obvious but true observations is – you guessed it – the negative effects of the cell phone. There’s other stuff too. Watch the video, and maybe some of his others.

Then I found this guy, Randy Ray, and this video. Liked his videos too. His advice is pretty much the same, but the video I linked to just now talks about some of the benefits of reading. Very cool. I watched a couple of Randy’s videos, and another thing I liked was his elucidation of the idea that reading is a skill and you can get better at it. Most of us “know how to read.” Most of us are functionally literate these days. I realize I may be glossing over some populations when I say that, but that’s another matter. An important matter, but beyond what I’m talking about now. But being functionally literate doesn’t mean you read well. Reading is a skill. Or maybe a set of sub-skills really. But like most skills, the more you do it the better you get at it. So it makes sense that if you don’t read much long-form writing you may struggle at first. A lot of people say they can’t concentrate. They say they are too busy. They’d like to read but there are obstacles like these. Well, the only way to solve that problem is to start small and read. Don’t worry too much about what you are reading. Find a book that is actually of interest to you, not something you are “supposed to read.”  If you can’t concentrate, start small. Read a page without checking your goddamn phone. Is that too much? No shame. Try a paragraph. Then think about that paragraph a bit. If your concentration has been destroyed by all the distracting factors of modern life you have to rebuild it. It’s been taken from you. Get mad! Take it back!

A couple of years ago I took all the social media off my phone, but over time it insidiously wormed its way back. Last night I once again removed all social media from it. I mean ALL. It’s going to remain off my phone. If I want to participate it will be on my computer, which means I can’t compulsively check it at a stop light, in a waiting room, or while sitting in my chair trying to read. And guess what? Last night I finished the book I was reading!

Anyway, my personal reading practice, which totally fell through last year due to me spending a lot of time working on tabletop RPG stuff, is read 5% of a novel every day. Minimum. I read on a Kindle for the most part, so it tracks percent completed. To me, 5% is a very doable number for daily reading. If I’m reading a 400-page novel, that means I need to read 20 pages a day. If I read a page in 1 minute on average, that’s about 20 – 30 minutes of reading. I can do that. That means that if I stick to it I complete a book every 20 days. Normally I read more than that, but if I just read at my minimum level I feel good about my day no matter what kind of day it is.

I will say there is some super bad advice on YouTube about reading as well as these two stellar channels I’ve mentioned. I saw one guy talking about always having a pen and marking up books as you read. This is a horrible idea. HORRIBLE. Sentences have a flow. Paragraphs and pages and chapters and entire books have a flow. Even non-fiction. I can think of no better way to destroy the reading experience that obsessively taking notes while you read. Read the damned thing, and think about it, and then you can go back and make notes later. YouTubers who stress bullshit like constant note taking tend to view reading as simply extracting information from a text. It reeks of techbro optimizer douchbag culture.

You will not develop a regular practice of reading by making the experience a drag.

If you care to do so, I do think journaling about what you read can be useful. I keep a blog about my science fiction reading. It’s fun. I don’t dig into a ton of details. I just write what I think about a book. Sometimes I just note that I began it and finished it. Sometimes more. It is a nice chance to take a little time and reflect on what you just read. I think that’s a good thing.

Well, this has been kind of an all over the place screed, I know. Need to get it off my chest and share some good videos.