MacBook Neo

I’m typing this from a brand new MacBook Neo.

While I love the Linux box my friend David built me, and I’m using it a lot, the truth is I need a dependable Macintosh computer. I like the Apple ecosystem. I also trust it for doing things involving money transactions, and it’s nice to have a computer that can talk to my phone and my iPad.  Frankly, I also like nice computers.

So after less than 24 hours I report that I’m impressed. This is the “base model”. Minimal. 256 gig storage. It has 8 gigs RAM. This is not a machine for doing heavy video editing or other compute-heavy things. It’s a great machine, however, for doing most of what I do — writing, blogging, reading blogs. It’s light. The case is metal and smooth and nice. The trackpad is BUTTER. I can’t even tell you how often I sit down at a “good” PC laptop and the trackpad is so bad as to be unusable.  My MacBooks are never like that, and this may be the smoothest one yet. Phenomenal.

I paid $699 for this machine. Sadly, I waited until the price went up by $100.

If you like Macs, and are on a budget, and don’t need a total powerhouse machine, I’d recommend this computer.  A great deal for a sub-$1000 laptop.

No-Comply with Babylon System

I have been a customer on micro.blog for several years. I run my skateboarding-only blog there, as well as my science fiction reading blog.

Micro.blog is primarily a blogging platform. It is federated, meaning it plays nice with Fediverse systems like Mastodon, which means that from my account on micro.blog I can follow people on Mastodon instances and other federated services without being “on” those services. Which is what I do. It also allows me to follow other bloggers on micro.blog, such as Alan Jacobs.

Alan is a Distinguished Professor of Humanities at Baylor University, which is strangely enough where I went to college. Strange because I was a weirdo atheist at a Baptist university, though I have to say there were elements of the university that were and continue to be quite weird. But I digress.

Alan recently (yesterday) posted this article, undermining Babylon System.

In the article, Alan eventually gets around to some simple advice for undermining the destructive elements in our society.  He comes to this from his own viewpoint, which is his faith, but I can’t say I disagree with any of these methods. Small things that could collectively add up. I would add “building a personal website and not posting valuable creative efforts to social media or corporate sites that pretend to be free.” I like Alan, though I’ve never met him. Look, this post he wrote actually links to a page on Kim Stanley Robinson‘s website!

Old Bastard Trick Tips 8: More Fun with Endovers

A few years ago (or maybe 10 years ago, actually) a much slimmer and younger version of me did this trick tip to encourage other old guys to learn some freestyle footwork for their skateboarding.

Well, none of them learned a damned thing, but today I was revisiting those videos and wanted to post something about the utility of endovers.

Since the time I made this video I’ve discovered that a lot of really good skaters can’t do endovers. I was working with one guy who is a serious ripper and he actually fell right in front of me trying to do this (riding forward, bringing the tail around the heel side). I thought to myself “how can he not be able to do this” considering what he can do. The answer, of course is that he started skating in the mid-1980s and by then people thought putting their feet on the ground during tricks was cool.

But I digress…

Once you can do Endovers, they are very useful. Not only do they allow you gain speed, but you can flow into and out of tricks nicely. Hell, some tricks themselves are basically endovers. So here are some example of tricks with endovers integrated into them…

Killing Off Social Media

I deleted my Mastodon account today. Going to delete a few other things too.

I feel like social media, federated or  not, brings out the worst in me. Actually, I think it brings out the worst in everyone, but I can only control what I do. I got rid of all the apps on my phone and my iPad a couple of months ago. Now is time to remove the rest of their presence in my mind. Going to leave a couple of other online forums as well. I don’t think we were meant to submerge ourselves in the oceans of opinions 24/7. It is just too easy to drown in there.

Accessibility

I’ve run this blog through a number of accessibility checkers and it fails miserably.

I’ve done a few things to make it more accessible for people with vision issues. Simple things. Making sure links are underlined and are a different color. I’ve been using HTML headings properly, putting alt text in, etc. But it fails really badly for anything that would help a non-sighted person.

Gonna look into this. I need to do more reading and research about this. The WordPress them I use is really old, and I find that most WordPress themes both confusing, horrible looking, and probably not accessible.

Some Reading

Book Cover for the novel AnnihilationA few days back I wrote this post about our trip to the bookstore, during which I bought three books.

Yesterday (Sunday) I had fished the novel I’d been reading (The Stainless Steel Rat Sings the Blues). I’ve been reading so much space opera the last few years. I love it, but I’ve been feeling like reading some other sorts of science fiction, so I grabbed the copy of Annihilation that I bought and started reading.

So, a few things…

  • After all these years of reading on a Kindle I was actually nervous about reading a physical book. That seems weird to me as I write this, but it’s true. The Kindle is so easy to read on that it feels like cheating. I was concerned that even with reading glasses my eyes would get tired, that I’d constantly lose my place on the page, that I’d miss being able to read with the lights dim.
  • Most oldschool space opera is pretty simple. The plots are simple. The prose is fairly simple. Frankly you don’t have to concentrate on them as hard as you might for something like Neuromancer, which is just more stylized, noir-style prose, that requires you to really appreciate the language and descriptions in a more intentional, patient, and thoughtful way.
  • I love space opera. I can pick up nearly any space opera novel written in the 1960s – 1980s and go to my happy place. Something like Annihilation – well – it isn’t space opera. It reminds more so far of Lovecraftian cosmic horror. So when you pick up a book that really kind of defies categories you don’t know if you’ll like it, and for me it feels like I might be wasting my time. I think that’s why series are so popular. Read the first book. If you like it, the next 3 or 4 books (or 50) will probably also be enjoyable. That’s why I love Star Wars novels. They drop you into a universe you are already familiar with, and have characters you already know.
  • I knew a little about Annihilation before I bought it. I’d seen some videos on Quinn’s Ideas about the Southern Reach series. I didn’t remember any details at all. The one thing that stuck with me from the videos was the notion of cosmic horror, but not “fun” cosmic horror like Lovecraft, but modern, disturbing, get-inside-your-head and make you feel the oppressive atmosphere cosmic horror. I’ll be honest. I feel like we have enough horror in our lives already. I don’t really want to dwell on it when I’m trying to relax with a book. And yet I did purchase this book. Maybe something “out there” was compelling me to buy it. I’m babbling. OK – simply put – I wasn’t really sure I’d enjoy reading something that isn’t a little uplifting.

Most of these concerns turned out to be unfounded. I had no trouble with my eyes, reading, or immersing myself in the story. I’m halfway through the novel at this point. It’s well-written. I did not find myself disoriented because I didn’t “know the universe” already. While it is not a happy book, and it is certainly has that Lovecraftian feel in the exploration of a super weird space and all the anxiety the comes with that, it lacks that particular quality that makes something “so dreadful it makes you sick and oppressed-feeling but you can’t put it down.

Looking forward to continuing reading Annihilation this week.

Going Forward

Going forward I’m not going to comment on other people’s blogs if I think they somehow don’t meet my “standards” (whatever that means). I think all the bloggers I follow are of good intentions. Sometimes execution of an idea does not go the way you might want it to go. People are imperfect. I know this firsthand.  I’ve seen good people in the web get absolutely harassed because they didn’t articulate something to someone else’s liking.

Deletion

I rarely delete a post, but a recent one — I just deleted it. Nothing horrible. I just felt after some conversation and consideration one of the links was not true to what it said it was. Basically, talking about punk rock and then selling punk rock tshirts = a serious contradiction of the message. It becomes content marketing at that point, which is not blogging. It’s just shit.

See, I can admit when I’m wrong!

The State of My Skating

This afternoon I was walking out to my car and as usual I spent a couple of minutes fiddling with the various skateboards hanging on the wall out there. It’s just too hot to skate here in Texas right now, so the poor boards hang there forlorn, their special purpose not being enacted. This saddens me greatly.

One of the boards is my freestyle board.

For those not in-the-know, a freestyle board is a skateboard that is a bit smaller than a typical board, and it is designed for very technical flatground tricks. They tend to be significantly narrower. A standard board these days range from 8″ wide to about 9″. That’s typical. A freestyle board is about 7.3″ to 7.5″ wide. There are a few slightly wider, but you get the picture. The narrowness facilitates doing tricks in which the board flips, like kickflips. The relative shortness facilitates a number of other very technical tricks, but it all really boils down to smaller is easier to manipulate.

For most of my skateboarding life I have been known as “the freestyle guy.” Freestyle is a very small niche within skateboarding. In my early days in skateboarding, the late 1970s, good skateboarders were expected to be good all-around. That meant they could do freestyle, skate bowls, do slalom, etc. So that’s what I did. I became pretty good at freestyle because finding a flat parking lot in which to practice was a lot easier than finding a bowl. I could practice freestyle every day. Back then there was no such discipline as “street skating.” There was only skateboarding.

I had the good luck of living in a neighborhood with alleys running behind our houses. Most of the driveways were sloped up. So we could skate the alleys as if they were snake runs or ditches. I became good at skating large flat banks because of this. In fact, while people still seem to thing of me as a freestyler, banks and ditches are my preferred terrain, and really always have been, but I do love skating flat ground and doing tricks.

When the Covid pandemic hit in 2020 I was forced to stop my regular heavy freestyle practice sessions. For the previous 6 years I’d been practicing a lot and going to contests in Germany when I could. It was a lot of fun, and those trips are some of my best memories of my life in skateboarding. But with the pandemic in full swing and simultaneously a wife battling breast cancer (and thus immunocompromised) I simply couldn’t afford the risk of breaking my ankle or whatever and ending up in an emergency room full of Covid patients.

So, I stopped flipping the board. I totally stopped. No kickflips. No rail flips. No 360 shove-its. Not caspers.

Instead, I began thinking much more about the simplest elements in skateboarding. Simple but not necessarily easy. Flowing. Turning. Different kinds of kickturns and pivots. Spins. Wheelies. Footwork. Creatively linking those elements into smooth flowing carving turns. Sliding into different positions.

This has become my preferred way of skating now. On flat or on banks. I have no interest in flipping the board or getting airborne in any way. Zero. Zilch.

Today when I was looking at my freestyle board I realized the depth of this change in my preferences. I’ve known for a long time that I’m having more fun with my current way of skating and didn’t have much desire to go back to my old ways, but today I realized very abruptly that I have NO desire to go back. And that feels – not weird at all.

One might think “Bob’s getting older and his afraid or weak, or afraid AND weak.” Not true. Today I spent 4 hours at a very strenuous aikido seminar. At 62 I have excellent agility. I can move with grace. I can do huge breakfalls without injury. If I wanted to do kickflips and whatnot I could.

I just don’t want to. At all. If I never did another “technical” freestyle trick again I wouldn’t miss it at all. I just don’t enjoy doing them anymore.

Here’s something I filmed last year. I’m riding a fairly big board. It is representative of the kind of thing I enjoy doing now. Rolling, flowing, spinning, turning. On flat or on banks. There are endless combinations of the basic elements of skateboarding. Putting them together in sequences with flow in and out is a challenge. It feels good. That’s the thing. This kind of thing is connected to the Earth. It’s about movement, not board manipulation. This is what I like now.

The Way I Want To

This post will be kind of a rambling stream of consciousness thing…beware…

I’ve been having some interesting conversations with my niece this week. We’ve been talking about the notion of “self”, Zen, masculinity/femininity and the continuum of such ideas, and how to live one’s life. Yes, it is nice to have a niece like this, with whom you can solve the riddles of human existence.

This morning, for some reason, I was thinking of my parent’s old friends Dalton and Elsie, from Monroe, Louisiana. They were good friend when we lived there, though that wasn’t a long time. We moved to Texas when I was 5. But for many years we would visit them when we went over there. They has 3 or 4 daughters, the youngest was my age. A good family. Good people. Anyway, I did a quick search and found that Dalton and Elsie are both dead. Not a surprise. They were old. Dalton lived to be 94.

I suppose I’ve been thinking a lot about mortality the last few weeks. Don’t worry – nothing profound coming up. It all seems like yesterday and a million years ago. Looking up our old friends reinforced that feeling. When I think about all this it’s impossible not to reflect on my own life and how I’ve lived it. I’ve had a great career as a public librarian. I love it. I believe in it. I believe in public service and intellectual freedom. I’ve helped promote and continue those ideals. Furthermore, I think a proper life on Earth centers around lifting others up. Cooperation over competition. Kindness and generosity. I think anyone who thinks otherwise should be taken out and maimed (kidding…kind of).

Everyone struggles to figure out who they are and what they should be doing. We all come to different conclusions. I think it’s critical that we all be free to be who we really are and to explore and figure that out. The roadmaps to happiness we are given by society are not for everyone.

Which all why, a few years ago, after I accidentally recorded this beautiful skateboarding clip I used it to make this very short video and used “If 6 was 9” by Jimi Hendrix.

Because when I was 11 years old I became a skateboarder and beneath all the layers I am happy to be a dirty old skateboarder.

I’m the one that’s gonna have to die
When it’s time for me to die
So, let me live my life the way I want to

Tension

Just sitting here at my desk at work, with nothing going wrong (besides the entire country), I took a few seconds to breath and get centered, and suddenly realized how much tension I am carrying just sitting here. I’m thinking as hard as i can about — well – everything. No wonder I’m exhausted all the time.